If I really have...

If I really have one girl..
I will stand on her eyes and look at her.
If I really have feelings..
I will be brave,towards her and say I truly like her
If I really have one love..
I will share the passionate love to her.
If I really have to confess my feeling towards her..
What she will respond to me?
If I really have predict that I cannot do this anymore..
What happen to me for now?
If I really keep my feelings inside my heart..
I will suffer what I done for now.
If I leave this world alone..
I will feel regret what I never tried to express my feel to her.
If I really forget her..
I will never remember what I promised to her before.
If I really meet her again..
The one thing I really never know..

What I really have in that time?